Alice-SingMeToSleep

Say goodnight, my mind Doctor has said farewell Say goodnight, my mind Nurse has said farewell Say goodnight, my mind I have said farewell When the stars rise And the sun goes down The sky falls asleep And the moon opens its eyes You know it's time To go to bed You know this my sweet friend My sweet mind Sing me lullabies You know I've got bountiful burdens to bear But right now The staff has given us a moment of peace In my dreams I'll tell you all I could ever know Even though I'm forgetting The pills are making me so I've seen my charts when I was locked up "Insomniac bipolar schizophrenic" And I know that sufferin

If it takes 1000 words I'll say them all Forgive me for each one But they'll all burn And ash will turn to snow Once the fire's cleared I'll walk on white water My body won't be there Because I burned with you 2000 years later I'll be a ghost Still singing songs Of a haunting spirit Whose poetry Was the only thing That didn't die Over 3000 stanzas, I'll write them all And they will find you Metaphysical forms Burn, too Forgive and forget Forgive and forget Forgive and forget Scavenge regret And never let the fire end Because it will always come around again

I will die alone Because I have no home I don't have a name What a shame I can't forget When I have this much regret Oh so sad Oh so mad I am a pathetic mess Am I only to regress? Fetal position on the cold floor Could someone hate themselves more? My mind swims Am I nothing more than a mewling quim? IS THIS ALL I AM? IS THIS WHAT YOU WANTED TO SEE? IS THIS WHO YOU WANTED ME TO BE? WHY SHOULD I GIVE A DAMN? Why should I give a damn… Why do I give a damn…

"Should I doubt this world to be a lie?" Alice spoke softly to herself, her eyes slowly shifting from the giant dice against the wall to large mushrooms. "Would I want to?" She slid her hand over the smooth surface of a sizable marble as a grin faded into existence on top of it. "Do you feel your memories are saved?" was all the cat asked. Alice blinked for a moment. "Well of course, my mind may have gone through mayhem, but I am certainly saved." The Cheshire Cat nodded his head towards her apron. "Pity the blood is gone, but spiked tea is always the most delectable." Quizzically looking at the stain, Alice said, "I will miss the famili