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Literature
Misunderstanding
I don't cut
To die
I cut
To live
Literature
I'll Lie
I don't want to hurt you
I hate making you cry
But there's only one way to prevent it
I'm going to have to lie
I'll lie about the loneliness
I'll lie about the pain
I'll lie about the hurt
I'll lie about the shame
I'll lie to protect you
I'll lie so you don't leave
I'll lie to keep you happy
I'll lie till you believe
It's not that I don't want your help
The fact is I really do
But that is not the point at all
The point is it will hurt you
I'm sorry it has to be this way
But I can't burden you again
'Cause if I do I'm scared
I'll lose you as a friend
Literature
The Alice That Never Woke Up
Down the rabbit hole and never back,
leaving friends and family behind the door.
Staying with the Mad Hatter and the rabbit,
Life has never been crazier.
After time and time,
the rabbit being late more than usual.
Never giving it a second thought,
I continue with the tea party.
Sipping the tea and asking for more,
it poured out red and shiny.
It was an unexpected sight,
but I dismissed it and drank.
Not expecting what it was,
it was blood and I had drank it.
The hatter laughing with glee,
said the rabbit wasnt late and he was here all along.
Confused I ran away,
I wanted to wake up and never come back.
running and running it
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Hello, all. Alice is back for the time being. I think this poem just speaks for itself. You've also heard me talk about this girl multiple times spread across many of my poems. I just needed to get this out because I'm tired, I'm just tired of it all. I'm tired of all this emotional abuse that is still hitting me after all this time. This girl did this to me, she left, she did this to me again, and I'm just tired of these wounds. I want to heal, so here's a snippet of what happened. If I could just cure myself of her I'd spend pages and pages and pages of poems writing about her and just getting it all out, but I thought this one was condensed nicely enough to where you guys can get the general idea of what happened.
I got some inspiration from Emilie Autumn and a bit from The Avengers (the black line).
I got some inspiration from Emilie Autumn and a bit from The Avengers (the black line).
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Nice to see you're back for now; I love your poems, they're always so meaningful. And as for this one: you don't deserve emotional abuse like that (no one does), and I do hope you can just get past this girl one day soon. I think everyone's got something they'd give anything to be done with.
I love the strength in the words that's throughout this, I really do.
I love the strength in the words that's throughout this, I really do.